yeah, its just more convenient. i'm sure the same amount of people reads both of you...zero =[

anyways you're the one i'll still go to when i want to get personal, down and dirty... ooo la la. ._. jk

i've kinda been thinking... do you go for the person who you know you're going to hurt or the person who you know is going to hurt you. it seems like those are my choices in life. maybe thats keeping me from a lot of things. maybe both will result in no hurting. all of these things are perceived from the tip of the iceberg. i always think i have good intuition, and so far it hasn't really failed me, but what if i'm wrong about this person, or that person, or the person after that. 

mmm, but sometimes you have to live from the pain that results.

i dug up my old hard drive this past week and i've been watching nobuta no produce. its very refreshing in a away, something heartfelt. it just makes you think... i don't know what specifically, but i've been thinking.

meh i don't know... maybe i'll figure it out as i go.

life is good. i found an amazing sandwich place, the best sandwich i've ever had, and i really enjoyed my ramen last night. the only thing that sucked was that i plunged the toilet for like 4 hours the other day and f*cked up my tricep. playing badminton and doing push ups did not help so i'm going to try and rest it so i can get on with my life. lol.

i wish i could share my good times with other people, but too bad most of them are in sacramento or davis. although i have been haning out with a few sf people. i went to a club for nick's birthday... it was pretty lame, but i had a fun time because we had a decent group of people to hang out with.

zzzzzzzzz i slept way too much today and i'm super tired now.

songs keep replaying in my head.

vanilla twilight

if my heart was a house

the bird and the worm

fire flies

the salt water room

mmmmmm good music.

oh i had an amazing dream. i haven't been really an avid fan of the wonder girls lately, but i had a dream where i went to one of their compass and somehow my mom ran into them and talked to them, then ye eun gave me this doll which i thought was made out of ice, but its like a special one that can be frozen solid, but eventually softens up to a doll. i also talked to yoobin a lot... although i think i'm being converted to a ye eun fan. he english is so amazing... *sigh* i know i'm weird when it comes to wonder girls... its the only girl band though...

it's weird when she talks to me still. it still hasn't changed even after a year, but whatevs. i'm having a good time and the people around me

work is great, better than last year, even though its only week, but its fun filled. i got to work with kristen more x_x but she's married now. i guess i can be the other man XD and i dunno everything is going smoothly except for our soccer game. lost 0-6 but i got some exercise.

food is good like always, i've had at least 5 free meals from work and i ate genki ramen with valerie. josephine got her job in SF so i'll have another food buddy to eat with.

i wish i could have stayed this weekend... but canoe calls. and its fathers day... but it will still be fun.

la la la la.

lets hope the summer will stay good XD

-eat at all the places i want to eat [i'm craving ramen and thai food right now]

-write at least two song [ i pretty much wrote it... but stupid lyrics are hard to write]

-come up with at least 3 good t-shirt designs

-make a website for art stuff

-become a better soccer player... [ i need to win the corporate league this summer, although URS lost their first game already]

- .... TBD 

lots of things to do!